tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-108115702011-07-28T05:10:20.089-06:00This Journal will be about TTC with infertility, Highs lows just everything involved with our journey for our baby. Discovered after 2nd loss that I Have Unicornuate Uterus Right ovary buy my ribs, left behind uterus. Can only get pg from the left side. ^i^ 6weeks 8/24/00 ^i^ 12weeks 6/7/01 ^i^ 9weeks 11/6/02 ectopic pg August 24th 2003 We Conceived. ^i^ William Clement was born to us silently on Dec 21, 2003(He was 19weeks) ^i^ on Aug 31/04 @ 10.5weeks Mini-we Baby GirlYAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.comBlogger1241100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-65489603718079124192009-06-28T10:02:00.000-06:002009-06-28T10:03:13.240-06:00

PLEASE DO NOT SPAM ME!

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Now that this one Journey is complete...I will start this one again when we embark on a new Journey, a sibling for Orion. (In 6months we TTC)So till that time comes please check out "Miracles & Dreams"Thank you to everyone who have traveled this long road with us, there were many tears but there were cheers too.

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Here is Orion on the Quilt Jules (a very dear Sista) made just for him.(click on pick to see bigger) We love it Jules, you did a wonderful job.

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All is going good,Weight~ 6lbs 4ozHieght ~ 18.5 inches longhe eats about 65ml a feeding (which is every 3hrs)Dr said he will be caught up in no time.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1130083825881486662005-10-23T10:04:00.000-06:002005-10-26T12:26:08.476-06:00

What a party and it was all for him! To celebrate the newest Miracle to the family and friends.Orion was a Star he was so good, he stayed awake for pretty much the whole thing from 4:30pm to about 10pm. His eyes were big and bright checking everyone one out as they checked him out (maybe he was sizing them up..lol) Orion only started to cry once when it got real loud so I took him into a quiet

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1129339900149785052005-10-14T19:17:00.000-06:002005-10-14T19:37:29.813-06:00

Here is my attempt to taking a photo of Orion, he kept sliding down(guess the material was slippery) and he looks so skinny...loland here he is looking out from his cradle (the one on the man floor, D yours is in the bedroom..lol)

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So Dr Scott and Orion could meet.I walked in to the office and asked the receptionist if Dr Scott was free so she could meet the little man she helped create to be here. The receptionist went to the back and told the nurse to let Dr Scott now I was here with the baby. I waited a few moments the I saw Dr Scott come out with a nurse and student Dr. She said he looked great and that everyone in the

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1129110297078540202005-10-12T03:24:00.000-06:002005-10-12T03:51:33.426-06:00

The days are already flying by... Orion is 1month alreadyOrion had a Dr appt today he now ways 5lbs 6oz she said he has gained 25grams per day for the last week. My little boy is getting chubby cheeks. Why is it that people ask if he is a boy even when I have him dressed ALL in BLUE... One elderly lady even said "Oh she is so cute." I am like SHE??? he is dressed in blue and he looks like I BOY,(

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1128652296451601582005-10-06T20:30:00.000-06:002005-10-08T11:18:49.153-06:00

He came home from work and said, "go get some sleep, I will watch our boy. Ah some sleep has found me...lolI only slept for 3 hrs but it was great, DH stayed up till 2am even tho he had to work in the morning he let me sleep.Even the other night I went for a nap and slept for 6HRS I cam running down the stairs said I am sorry but how come you did not wake me (this is at 4:00am) you have to work

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1128652196276246512005-10-03T20:19:00.000-06:002005-10-08T11:14:32.523-06:00

I arrived a bit late, guess I have to time it better now that it is now not just me that has to get ready Orion needs a FEW things to go with us too.... babies can pack a bunch of stuff...lol. When I walk into the Dr office the nurse behind the desk was not the one I normaly see, but she did know about Orion because she said when she saw him "so this is the little miracle, he is beautiful"Dr N

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1128651534043995542005-10-02T20:14:00.000-06:002005-10-08T11:11:10.650-06:00

OMG.... I new this was coming but man my body is in shock...lol and it is only going on the 3rd night....yikes!I wanted to cry in the wee hours this morning. Every little grunt he made I had to look in on him to make sure he was fine.Sleep will find me again someday soon..............

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1128649799240196532005-09-30T19:44:00.000-06:002005-10-08T11:06:32.003-06:00

after 2 weeks 4 days in the Special Care Nursery he is finally home.I remember the nurses saying that once he hit 35weeks that things start clicking and he will start doing much better and sure enough on the 24th he was 35w and bang he started to take the bottle better. On Wednesday when I went in Jennifer the LC nurse said we will (Orion & I) be rooming tomorrow night, I go all teary eyed

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1127975302507634582005-09-25T09:25:00.000-06:002005-09-29T01:03:15.183-06:00

Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Lauren HillYou're just too good to be truecan't take my eyes off of youyou'd be like heaven to touchI wanna hold you so muchat long last love has arrivedand I thank God I'm aliveyou're just too good to be truecan't take my eyes off of you Pardon the way that I starethere's nothing else to comparethe sight of you leaves me weakthere are no words

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I woke up Monday moring got ready for work and I felt just fine.On my drive to work Orion was kicking up a storm so I new all was fine with him too. I got to work at 8:30am The new girl I am trainging for my postition has arrived aswell (she was only hired last monday) at about 9:30ish I remembered I needed to call my OB to schedual my next appointment with him, as I was talking with the nurse I

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Orion made his entrance into the world on September 12, 2005 at 9:31pm (7weeks early)weight: 4lbs 3.5oz (1931g)lenght: 17 1/4 inches (45cm) (click on pic to see bigger)I will post his birth story later, I am spending most of my time at the hospital with him. We hope he comes home in the next 2 to 3 weeks. Orion's photo galleryI am finally a MOMMY to a earth angel...

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1126389932553909552005-09-09T16:03:00.000-06:002005-09-11T11:11:56.503-06:00

Had Dr appointment on Thursday.Why is it when you put money in the parking meter that you either pay to much or never enough?At my last appointment I put in $4.00 ($1.00 for 20minutes) and I was in the Dr office and out in 20minutes. Then this last appointment I put in $2.00 (40min) well of course Dr was running behind so I had to go back outside and put more money in the meter another 40 minutes

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1126374343709141682005-09-09T07:41:00.000-06:002005-09-10T11:50:41.680-06:00

Got to taking some photos of DH & I. This is just a few of them:(Click on images to see bigger) This is not the greatest photo of me but you can see how far Orion is to the left:

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1125195075889797962005-08-27T20:00:00.000-06:002005-08-27T20:12:13.246-06:00

Here I am at 31weeks 1day of me laying down, this is the best way to see the lopsided me..I washed the baby clothes that I have today for "just in case" cleaned up his room some, well quite a bit..lol.We had our 1st "child birthing class" this past Thursday, was fun. We had to introduce ourselves and then say what we have enjoyed in the pg. When it came to me I said my name then said I that we

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1124938414290581882005-08-23T20:41:00.000-06:002005-08-27T19:15:39.076-06:00

had my appointment to check the fluid around Orion and to check my cervix.Orion is still looking good, but cervix has shortened more to 1.8 to 2.1 cm (18mm / 21mm) DH & I even noticed the change of it... I think we are getting good at this u/s stuff, we now what we are looking at now before the tech tells us... lolStill having some braxton hicks at least every hour. Dh & I think we will be

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the cradle that my big sister "D" sent me almost 4 yrs ago... After I was done I just sat and looked at it, it finally looks like I get to use it. it is very nice and much bigger then I thought it was, I will take a pic later.It is werid walking in to my room now and seeing this cradle there in waiting for Orion....gosh I am teary eyed.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1124655288952150332005-08-19T19:22:00.000-06:002005-08-21T14:14:48.953-06:00

I am 30w (it's just like when I turned 30 I kept saying am I really 30...lol) I am thrilled beyond words... My work threw me a surprize baby shower today, I was taken back. When I was opening the gifts I just kept thinking this is for my MY baby boy...my gosh... They asked me if I had anything ready yet, my answer was ah no... I guess I should start .... Is this what you call denial?? I still

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nothing has changed much but then again This Dr did not check my cervix. ( I hate it when your normal Dr goes on holidays) not to concerned tho I have an u/s on Tuesday will know better then. Still amazed tho the whole point of me coming back 1week later for to check the cervix. Have not had any leg cramps for a few days but still getting frequent BH, and boy does he (Orion) stick out to the

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1123805350581780302005-08-11T18:01:00.000-06:002005-08-11T18:09:10.586-06:00

Can I have some Orion stay put {{{VIBES}}} PLSwell cervix is soft and shortened, Dr O was debating on a steriod shot and we decided to to it, better safe then sorry. So the nurse gave me one (it stung when the fluid went in but did not hurt) and I go back tomorrow for another after my IVIG. Dr said he would not be to surprized if my little man showed up in 3w time, better to get the shots now

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We were sleeping, and well around 3am I sprang out of bed in pain.... my legs were cramped so bad that I had to get( jump) out of bed so lady like, so I could straighten my legs (force to straighten them) buy standing up. When dh sat up and looked at me I was hunched over the bed, his question was are you in labor? I said NO no my legs cramped right up, sorry to wake you. His response "thank god,

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1123388935973583352005-08-02T19:16:00.000-06:002005-08-06T22:28:55.996-06:00

Had u/s today on my cervix it has shorten some from 32mm to 28mm from 4w ago, so I go again in 3w to check it again. They did a fluid check all is well in that department, Orion did his required movements & Get this Dr says Orion is almost measuring 29w (I am 27w4d today) he is weighing in at almost 3pounds...they are loving that he is big ...I am just in shock ... lol ... where is he fitting??

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1122944729984146702005-08-01T18:59:00.000-06:002005-08-01T19:05:29.993-06:00

this awsome Quilt made by a very dear friend Jules "thank you" Click on pic to see bigger I love the light and dark blues together. I am going to go with a stars & moon theme and ths fits right in. This is one gift that will be cherished for a very long long time. Now I need to set his room up (mind you he will be in our room for a while...lol)

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Went for the 3D ultrasound today (this morning) and would Orion cooperate....NO...She did manage to get one of his face (he is looking like his daddy) then he decided to hide his face so we got an elbow shot guess he has had enough.Ultrasound tech said he is looking big, she said it is all baby in there not much fluid but enough for him. And his head is still down.Now off for my GD (

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1122239700343146062005-07-24T15:06:00.000-06:002005-07-24T15:55:46.576-06:00

I have been told that I am to take photos, since we don't know when this little guy will make his apperance. To make everyone happy I took the photos today. DH was/is working and roommate (cousin) was out so I felt free to play with my camera....tell me what you think. (I would of took more but roomy came home...)Click on pic to see bigger. link to photos: http://img82.imageshack.us/

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It was a quick appointment. First off Orion's heart rate was 153bpm and he kick the doppler again (a good little wallop) My wiehgt was 57.0 kilo / 125.4 lbs Blood Pressure 120/70 urine (sugar) normal belly still measures a week ahead. I see him every 2weeks now (well I have been since the begining..lol) Dr O. says that if anything seems or feels weird not right to come right in. But he was and

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1120839020791621782005-07-08T10:06:00.000-06:002005-07-08T10:18:52.106-06:00

I woke up to kicking, like Orion was telling I am here and doing great mummy, kick kick gab as my tummy bounced up and down.I really can not believe it WOW! 24w I am feeling really good (other then my back killing me) I am feeling more confident about this pg, now onto the next goal 28w..... The angels have been listening.Wow! Sometime between now and 16w I will be holding my baby boy Orion, I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1120795804687994772005-07-07T22:01:00.000-06:002005-07-07T22:10:04.693-06:00

For the last week my back has been killing me just below my shoulder blade on the right side along my spine across my ribs... OUCH! It is just constent ache..... DH wont massage me because it release body toxins and he won't do anything they could cause (not that it would) early labor ,I know many women get prenatal massages but there is a small possiblity it could cause labor....so DH says no

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What a beautiful day it was.My appointment was for 2pm, I got to the clinic at about 1:55pm and there was absolutely no parking they were doing construction right in front so you either had to park about 5 blocks away and keep driving in circles till a spot came available (thinking to myself I am not walking 5 block with a FULL bladder.. not going to happen). Finally I saw a spot in the paying

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1120018083482857172005-06-28T21:46:00.000-06:002005-06-28T22:08:03.486-06:00

I was in and out in 45min fastest yet. The Dr walked into the room and said ah my unicornuate lady...lol. He then said lets lay you down and measure that belly of yours. I lay down pull my shirt up adjust my pants then he chuckles and said still all left I see, he measured my belly and it was measuring 23w (little man still seems to be ahead) then he pulls out the doppler to check Orions Heart

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1119719956860979162005-06-25T10:33:00.000-06:002005-06-25T11:19:16.866-06:00

A dear close friend gained a new angelFor A Moment I saw for just a moment, your little arms and legs. The little blur they said was you, but now you've gone away. I heard for just a moment,the beating of your heart. The sound that held such promise, but soon it would depart. I dreamt for just a moment,of the day I'd hold you tight. I'd listen for your little breath, and rock you through

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1119716747813445012005-06-25T09:51:00.000-06:002005-06-25T10:25:47.820-06:00

wow I am 22w1d pg with my little man Orion, he move much more now still stomping on my cervix and I keep telling him it is not time yet to be knocking.I had a bad dream (nightmare) the other night, I was trying so hard to wake up but I could not (I hate that) but I was dreaming I started to bleed and it was a lot scared the crap out of me. When I was finally able to wake I went to the washroom

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1119116813059100982005-06-17T18:06:00.000-06:002005-06-18T11:46:53.066-06:00

21 weeks today! I can not believe it two more IVIG's and I will be 28w along I still can not believe I am this far and Orion is so active I just love it. I ended up being in a room with a bunch of seniors and they kept checking me out you could see it in there eyes wondering why is she here.The nurses came in they put a warm cloth around my left wrist to prepare the veins, then she got the Gamma

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1119114393394410162005-06-16T18:51:00.000-06:002005-06-18T11:06:33.396-06:00

I booked an appointment to see DR N today because my synthroid pills are getting low. I show up at her office there are 3 other people waiting. One of the patient rooms open and out comes to adorable little girls ages about 4/5 and 1/2 the mom was still in the other room for a few more minutes and the little girls were entertaining all in the waiting room, we were chuckling because the 5yr

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as Orion taps on my cervix, feels like my cervix is pulsing.Had my 19w6d Dr appointment today. Surprisingly I walk in an they take my right away I was shocked I said to the nurse "no waiting today" she laughed and said nope today is a good day.I wait maybe 5min when Dr O walks in ask how I am doing? I told him what I was feeling and he said that is very possible that he is kicking my cervix

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1118114949938175342005-06-06T21:17:00.000-06:002005-06-06T21:30:53.420-06:00

Still a BOY and he is perfect...... I'm 19w3d and he measures 20w1d everything looks "normal" He weights about 328grams (0.72 lbs) & he is not shy...lol my cervix is still nice and long at 3.6cmI was the same Dr & nurse I had at my 12w4d u/s and also same Dr at teh 16w3d u/s. He was happy to see us, he said he is quiet pleased at the way things were looking concidering my history. I love

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117986997889922522005-06-03T09:50:00.000-06:002005-06-05T09:56:37.893-06:00

I'm 19w today and PG!My family has been calling me saying happy 19w. This day means so much.When I went to bed last night I felt jabs from this little man almost like he was telling I am alright mommy. The sense of relief today is so so WOW! (gosh I have tears trying to break out) I know I have a ways till I am out of the woods but reaching my last milestone it's just a huge weight off me. Now I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117988132091715152005-05-31T16:57:00.000-06:002005-06-05T10:15:32.096-06:00

Appt was good saw a different Dr.(normal dr not in today) which is funny because back when I 1st started with all this infertility stuff she was one of the interns who did the colposcopy on me, then I ended up seening her at the fertility clinic with dr S. for an appt., and when I lost William she was one of the Dr's at the Hospital and she herd about my ectopic. So when she walked in the room we

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117475845318150752005-05-30T11:45:00.000-06:002005-05-30T11:59:48.673-06:00

I was sleeping on my left side(like I always do) and then it got so uncomfortable that I had to lay onto my back then I started to get little stabbing pains on my left side only, So I put my hand on my belly it was risen like it normally is in the morning so I got up to go to the bathroom when I laid back down belly was still risen and the little pains were still hanging about so I rubbed my

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117558836059661392005-05-30T10:56:00.000-06:002005-06-05T10:16:45.200-06:00

Especially if I see them in my bedroom!As I was getting ready for work yesterday morning, I was almost done when this thing came flying at me I jumped dropped what I was doing and started looking around for it. Well it was on the wall it was this red (blood red) and black flying type of bug it was long and skinny, YUCK (how can a thing no bigger then 2cm freak me out). I can't kill and I will not

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117242166204664712005-05-27T18:58:00.000-06:002005-05-27T19:02:46.206-06:00

I finally figured out how to put a "Comment" link after each post and it works, now I need to figure out how to add the background to it so the comments do not blend in with the main backgorund. If anyone knows how to do that please let me know. I am just happy I figured one part out...lol For now I will leave my tag board up for "Just in Case" so pls leave a comment.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1117142808300684922005-05-26T15:14:00.000-06:002005-05-27T19:06:46.463-06:00

Well I definantly have a left unicornuate uterus as you can see I am all left .. lol This is laying down you don't see it as much when I am standing yet.. lol It is usually like this first thing in the morning. When you feel my tummy it is harder on the left then the right. I'm 17weeks 3days here click on pic to see bigger

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1116549794936639582005-05-19T18:15:00.000-06:002005-05-26T15:13:53.213-06:00

was today at 4pm.I get there and they have yo pee in a cup to check your levels (can't remember what they are called) I could not remember which way to hold the stick after I dip it, you have to hold it up to the container to see the color level you are so I had to walk out to the nurse with my little pee stick in hand for her to show me and it turned out normal. I weighed 53.0 kilograms(116lbs)

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1116349792843305652005-05-17T10:39:00.000-06:002005-05-26T15:40:40.120-06:00

Well after walking what felt like miles expecially with a full about to burst baldder, I make it into the Ultrasound clinic were DH is waiting for me. I go up to the desk and asked can I drian my bladder some she smiles and said your "overfull" I said yup bursting she said do you know the drill(pee in a little dixie till it is full then stop) Yes I only know that to well..lolAs we were waiting DH

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1116195812833165862005-05-15T16:11:00.000-06:002005-05-15T16:23:32.836-06:00

the flipping cold a couple of people had at work, I tried to avoid it as much as possible by wiping down my phones & computer with clorox wipes after one sick person covered my breaks and trying to stay away from the one that had the need for some unknown reason to always breathe on me! The cold must know that I am a target....so for the second time in this pg I have a cold! I am tired of

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1115920326945592382005-05-12T11:39:00.000-06:002005-05-12T11:52:06.993-06:00

16w tomorrow I started having What I now know was contractions with William at 17w2d. I am getting so scared I even dream about it. I dream my tummy keeps getting hard and rises then gets soft and lowers...and I lay in my dream not believeing when I shoul be getting up and going to the Hosp. and that is when I wake upI even wake up and my tummy is raised on the left side so I put my hand to see

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1115747997074752772005-05-10T11:10:00.000-06:002005-05-10T12:08:35.573-06:00

You think I'd be use to it by now since it ALWAYS snows in May!! Currently:-1°Light SnowHigh: 11°Low: -3°Good ole Alberta weather.--Am I ever hungry today. I already ate my morning snack (peanut butter & jam sandwich) that was at 9:30am I don't get lunch till 1pm and I have been hungry since 10:30.At work yesterday an employee comes up to me saying he does not feel well and he kept waling up to

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1115662512725575182005-05-09T11:38:00.000-06:002005-05-09T12:15:12.886-06:00

Well I turned 15w on Friday, Heart rate is still beating around 158 to 163 bpmI find myself thinking more about my pg with William, I am getting closer to the 19w mark and I am getting scared. I am checking my belly for any strange rising and harding, safe to say nothing is happening.Went to my sisters house for the Mother's Day dinner for them (2 sisters) and our mum. When I walked in the door

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I dreamt I crocheted a nice mint green poncho and then I went out side running around with nothing on but holding this poncho and as I was running down the street with my big belly I thought I should put my poncho on instead of carrying it, So on it went still nothing on underneath. Some how I ended up in Downtown with a group of people searching for something but I ended up having some sort of

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1114980207729116902005-05-01T14:32:00.000-06:002005-05-01T15:09:59.243-06:00

Today I am 14weeks 2days along in this pg, I still can not beleive it some days)and my little helpers: I seem to always have one cat beside me..........this is Stuckie-Boy (he is about 14lbs) My Turkeyand Lyric "Miss Lyric or Miss Thang" (if she can fit she will go into it) she is only 7lbs

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1114639536741983892005-04-27T15:38:00.000-06:002005-04-27T16:05:36.743-06:00

And I am still having issues with food, I want to eat but it's just not working with me. I start to gag....Still pretty tired, I try to take a nap on my lunch break but for some reason now others decide to take there lunch at the same time now 1pm (they never use too) and all they want to do is talk talk talk or argue with each other and the are not quiet, when all I want to do is . even if I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1113965881547341242005-04-19T19:55:00.000-06:002005-04-19T20:58:01.550-06:00

Had my nuchal translucency ultrasound today all went great baby measured at 12week 2days and I am 12weeks 4days today so right on target. The u/s Dr could not see a reason why I was bleeding everything looked great. He even switched it to 3d it was so neat we saw the baby's are leg back of head its back and yup a little butt, it was so cute but it hid its face right up against my uterus.test

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1113862020688577652005-04-18T15:44:00.000-06:002005-04-18T18:52:45.940-06:00

I started bleeding yesterday around 5:30pm it was red not brown blood, my heart sank and I just thought no no not again.I arrived at my sisters around 5:15pm then I went to the bathroom and low and behold....(I went before we left my house all was fine 30min later I'm bleeding)My sister took me to the hospital, The waiting area was pretty empty so they got me into a bed withing 15min (I think

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1113599285528552872005-04-15T14:55:00.000-06:002005-04-15T16:05:54.443-06:00

Today I walked into the 12week of my pg, or the 3rd month some would say or second trimester others would say. For a "normal" pg you could say you were stepping out of the woods the pg should be good from here on, but for me I am walking deeper into the woods the forest is getting thicker the ground unknown. As this little miracle grows inside of me and gets bigger by the day we can only hope and

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1113338816999225532005-04-12T14:22:00.000-06:002005-04-12T14:57:20.960-06:00

On Sunday night I went downstairs to our basement, I first notice tuffs of cat hair everywhere (how much hair can a cat loose) Then as I was walking around doing some insecpting something else caught my eye as I walked closer I think my brain was not seening what my eyes saw.... It was a half eaten baby mouse GROSS!! All the was left behind was it's butt end and tail....gag gag gag. I started to

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1112655624213885882005-04-04T16:57:00.000-06:002005-04-04T17:00:24.216-06:00

Right now I have 4 pg women around me and it SCARES me.Every time I hear of another pg that is within a month of my due day it scares me, because I always feel that I could loose mine and they will go on and have a healthy baby.With all my other pg’s I have been pg with other people and I was always the one to loose, I try to stay positive but I can’t help thinking those bad thoughts, yeah yeah I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1112238850094164192005-03-30T19:52:00.000-07:002005-03-30T20:47:04.976-07:00

I go see the High Risk OB on April 19.They called me at work, when I answered the phone said my name the nurse asked if my last name was *** I said yes then she said this is Nurse S.(when she said nurse I thought oh no my HCG must be bad because I had my blood test yesterday) from Dr O office (whew sigh of relief when she said DR O) and they want to book me in for an appointment for April 19 if

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1111685377349922082005-03-24T10:16:00.000-07:002005-03-24T11:48:05.056-07:00

Is what I heard last night, a sweet little heart beating, our miracle is growing inside me and it is everything so precious to us. Not many women find the heart beat at 8w5d.I was thinking of trying the Doppler on my drive home, when I did get home I almost decided against trying but something was telling me to, so I got the gel the baby beat laid on the bed put the gel on my lower tummy and just

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My Name - George CanyonGenre/Lang. : Country*It's cold in hereFeels like everything's upside downI can feel you talkin'But I can barely make out the soundAnd I've been kickin' around these partsFeels like a yearAnd I'm going to change this worldIf I ever get out of hereShe wants to dress me in pinkPaints my bedroom blueAnd I just laugh to myself'Cause only I know the truth*This love is my only

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1111541529967600882005-03-22T17:49:00.000-07:002005-03-23T14:21:43.513-07:00

I realized that on my way to the Hospital for the IV that I forgot to phone in earlier to get them to have the gamma ready for my arrival (your to call in the morning so they can have it ready for you) I called at 12:30 my appointment was for 1:00pm. They said no problem.1st I had to find a lab so I could do my HCG test the original one I go to was so packed when I walked in that I said forget it

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1111454301901255062005-03-21T17:32:00.000-07:002005-03-23T14:23:23.680-07:00

I will start from the beginning:I woke from a dream thinking I needed to drink my 3 cups (well two for me) for my ultrasound but is was only 2am! gee sh what is on my mind.. lol. Then my DH woke me from my sleep he was making strange noises he finally rolled over and I asked what is up with you? He said he was trying to give me a sign that he was "frozen" he could not move so he was grunting. So

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1111200980745977552005-03-18T08:25:00.001-07:002005-03-18T19:58:16.540-07:00

Sick!I was sitting at my desk at work & one of the girls walks by (she knows I'm pg) she said you don't look so good. I said I feel very Nauseas (sp?)... then I looked at her and said can you watch my phones? she laughs and said it's all good... Then I bee lined it to the washroom.My sister laughed at me saying it is not very often that someone is excited that they have morning sickness.The Nurse

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1110839157208466222005-03-14T15:17:00.000-07:002005-03-14T15:25:57.210-07:00

The sun will be shinning then 15 minutes later it is a snow storm then back to sun shinning then you guessed a snow strom blizzard like conditions and now as I type this it is shinning again... Where is spring..... not till March 20..... I am tired of snow.Good ole Canadian weather....

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1110822577836834052005-03-14T09:52:00.000-07:002005-03-14T14:57:48.226-07:00

My HCG #'s at 6w4d from last week Mar 8th were 26,816 the nurse said well within the range, my breasts still hurt & I still feel "crappie wonderful"I go again tomorrow for the HCG------------------DH & I went to brunch yesterday with his dad and wife to the Royal Inn, about half way thru DH was talking about his business that he needs to get going on it more since we are pg.... he kept talking

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1110431094509374262005-03-09T21:45:00.000-07:002005-03-14T15:11:09.213-07:00

I am throwing caution to the wind I am going to enjoy this pg every moment I have, (Of course I will still worry & have some panic attacks) http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeAMnDNqyaOGbCQAIt is amazing to think we were all that small once...lol---------Today I felt very moody, very moody... I had to bite my tongue a few times (ok more then a few times)example:Why can't the boss get his OWN

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1110343092701367502005-03-08T21:20:00.000-07:002005-03-14T15:13:21.350-07:00

The Dr chuckled at us when she walked in to the room, she said "man you don't have a problem getting pg." "The other Dr cheered for you when he saw the u/s results but then Dr S. said don't cheer quite yet she has only made it to 19w". H/B 131 bpm "Precious" measured 7mm right on for 6w4d. (with last pg at 7w hb was 120 and only measured 6.3mm) They are happy for us.Next u/s is on Mar 21 at 11:30

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109894499244403172005-03-03T16:59:00.000-07:002005-03-14T15:14:18.283-07:00

Well I got my HCG # from Tuesday (5w4d) yesterday they were at 7046 from 657 last week YEAH!! With my last pg at 6w my levels 4636 so already this one is looking better.My breasts are very sore and I am very tired YEAH I will take it I’ll take it all.My thyroid meds were changed to 0.1mg from 0.088mg she said to be on the safe side since I have change will pg before she wants to be on top of it.I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109721765932422382005-03-01T16:49:00.000-07:002005-03-01T17:02:45.960-07:00

I always forget that her office is quiet the color, the wall color is a bright canary yellow the carpet is blue as well as the chairs in the waiting area, one room is a bright blue with green blinds the other room is the bright yellow. It is quite bright and Cheery in there.. lolAs I was sitting and waiting the nurse thought I need to pee-in-a-cup but I said no the fertility clinic is dealing

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109700742316692252005-03-01T11:01:00.000-07:002005-03-01T11:19:04.320-07:00

I moved all my post from my other journal to this one so I am now up to date.. I am still pg...YEAH..... go for another blood test today check my HCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) levels should be around (19-7,340 mIU/cc) since I am 5w 3d. Also going for my thyroid test since I am almost out of pills.------------------------------------------------------ I went to Wal-mart the other day and as I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109285978483937342005-02-24T23:37:00.001-07:002005-02-25T09:07:19.940-07:00

so far they are:12dpo ~ 6114dpo ~ 15418dpo ~ 657(DPO ~ Days Past Ovultation)They are happy with the #, She said they are well within range....Yippee! I still have a long way to go but so far so GOOD!I am back at work today..................

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109285349571697532005-02-23T15:02:00.000-07:002005-02-24T15:49:09.573-07:00

My BREASTs are SORE!!! my breasts or sore!!!They were not sore with my last pg, so I am taking this a a good sign since I have not got my call back for the clinic about my #'s from yesterday, guess they don't know just how bad I WANT those #'s.... they don't get it! I am addicted to HCG #'sI am feeling somewhat better today I can keep my eyes open longer without getting all teared up and running

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109116878177376382005-02-22T16:27:00.000-07:002005-02-22T17:26:54.906-07:00

at 14dpo is 154 at 12dpo I was at 61 I am still within range, the nurse said a bit low but still doubling. Did another HCG today should now the results tomorrow. Then every Tuesday after that till I am 12weeksDid the IVIG today as well. When I woke up this morning I still felt like crap so I called work said I can not come in today then I called the Hospital to make sure it was still ok for me to

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109018470843647542005-02-21T13:29:00.000-07:002005-02-22T17:30:42.760-07:00

Like I said when we went over she try to give me some kind of medicine so I told her I can't have any She said oh yeah (she was thinking of my fertility meds) So I said no not just because of that and I just looked at her she then grabed my leg and said you pregnant! your pregnant! her face just lit up. It was funny because later on that night my step-dad said you should try this Cold FX stuff,

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108922563734269882005-02-20T10:41:00.000-07:002005-02-20T11:06:48.140-07:00

My head is hurting, my eyes are watery my nose is nonstop ..I have a Kleenex permanently attached to me! It started yesterday my nose kept running then today.....I fell like CRAP. I have not been sick for so long the second I get PG bang this cold finds me.. I am actually having a hard time seeing the computer screen. Going to Dinner to my mums tonight DH is helping them with the computer & I

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108840641349458692005-02-19T11:45:00.000-07:002005-02-19T12:45:55.423-07:00

I have moved on to the next level of obsessing (Now if you have experienced any kind of infertility you will know where I am coming from) I have gone from checking my temperature every morning hoping to catch O then obsess till AF comes and if she comes I start all over again next month....and so on ..... and so on..... until you get that I now obsess over every little twitch, check the TP (

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108681530783756772005-02-17T15:57:00.000-07:002005-02-19T12:22:43.126-07:00

My File was in the wrong area, she apologized for it...My HCG @ 12dpo(days past ovulations) ( 3 weeks 4 days) is 61 she said that is great, the range is 50-340 so far so good looks like I will be doing the IVIG Tuesday the 22 @1pm....OMG!!!! I am shaking, I just told my boss he said I sure hope this works for you this time.OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!Of course I am PG because I just bought my

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108595067593779172005-02-16T15:35:00.000-07:002005-02-16T16:08:07.563-07:00

still two lines and a + this morning.I said to DH your are good.... do you want to know how good you are.... he was like what are you talking about??? so I showed him the CBE test.... he just looked at me said your PG? Then the whole night he kept looking at me funny you could see the smile in his eyes....PLEASE let the be the ONE I also started my progesterone last night now on to 3x a dayI

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108496956797874772005-02-15T12:24:00.000-07:002005-02-15T19:54:07.830-07:00

I am a tad freaked right now, once again they tell me wrong side O'ing (ovulating) and look what I see ..... I am scared. My hope is rising but a am to scared to let it get to high. I what to cry, spot also paid me a visit yesterday I know by posting this you may think I am jumping the gun but hey after 5 pg (pregnancies & 5 losses) this being my 6th nothing is going to change if I post this now

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108314562876436112005-02-13T10:04:00.000-07:002005-02-15T11:59:20.536-07:00

When I was younger not knowing what my journey would be, I always thought that I would meet a wonderful man get married have 3 babies.When I was a little girl I’d play with dolls pretending I was a mummy. I remember being in my early teens talking to my best friend (who still is one of my best friends) about where we would be in the year 2000, Saying we’d be 28yrs OLD thinking that was old…lol.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108317778724404802005-02-12T10:58:00.000-07:002005-02-15T12:20:15.736-07:00

We got married in Aug 2000 We have bee TTC our 1st baby since April 2000, unfortunately we have angles in Heaven instead of in our arms. Here is a brief intro: Discovered after 2 loss that I Have a Unicornuate Uterus (left side only) lost right non-commuting tube due to ectopic. Right ovary up buy my ribs, left behind uterus. I can only get pg from the left side.^i^ @ 6weeks 8/24/00 ^i^ @ 12weeks

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1108342474738630482005-02-02T15:08:00.000-07:002005-02-15T11:49:45.603-07:00

It was funny because as I was sitting in the waiting area I could see my folder then other couples come in and their folders are put next to mine, well mine looks like a novel to them...lolWhen the Dr came and got me I commented on how thick my folder is looking she laughed and said yeah we seem to be getting to know you well...lol then she went on to explain that they color code the folders for

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109538937536666762005-01-31T22:06:00.000-07:002005-02-27T14:15:37.543-07:00

Well I just came back from the U/S and I am Oing on the wrong side again. This is so frustrating I am truly starting to believe I am either not ment to carry my baby or not to have one.... The Dr said that my uterine lining is not were it should be at this stage CD10 (what a surprise something else to go wrong). I have 2 follies on the right side so he said to still have intercourse

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109538598058127512005-01-27T12:35:00.000-07:002005-02-27T14:11:49.063-07:00

She was a "normal female" that is what the Dr said... When she told me that all I could do was picture our little girl of when I last saw her in the u/s lifeless, then I pictured her as the beautiful little girl she could of been. It has hit me all over again, I am missing my baby girl now. It really hurts to know what could of been... I called DH and told him, he said it hurts, all he

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109538442071681982005-01-26T12:27:00.000-07:002005-02-27T14:07:22.073-07:00

My Dr from the fertility Clinic called last night after 5pm, left a message that she'd call again this could mean they got the test results from my last loss and so of course something came back because "she" the Doctor is calling she never calls unless something is up...... I'm so curious now. I called the clinic this morning left my work and cell # hopefully she calls today. I hope I get

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109538194897403872005-01-25T23:39:00.000-07:002005-02-27T14:04:54.500-07:00

Started Clomid (100mg) yesterday Spoke with the Fertility Clinic nurse set my U/S for Monday 31st to check which side is releasing that little egg. LEFT LEFT LEFT please.... Hopfully February is a good month.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109537389876565542005-01-22T16:26:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:51:08.223-07:00

YEAH on to another month of crazyness..... The last couple of time af has been very nice to me, maybe something in my body is changed hopefuly for the good....

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109537117371433352005-01-19T10:46:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:45:17.373-07:00

Spot has found me today so I guess that means AF is on Schedule

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109536784045943792005-01-18T12:26:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:39:44.046-07:00

Feeling empty, feeling like it is not going to happen, feeling helpless, Just longing for a baby.... I notice myself feeling jealous of those who have had babies without the fight. I find myself not getting to attached to the children around me (my friends babies) when I hold them or visit them I find myself guarded almost afraid to get close to them to be rejected, just maybe if I don't get to

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109536296454748542005-01-10T13:29:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:35:49.320-07:00

This weekend(Sat). He was a blast... I had so much fun running after him, playing with him & feeding him....I can't wait for the day I have no time to myself.......that my day is filled chasing a baby around...lol....(we will see if I think differently when the time is here. I am sure I will have my day)Just watching him made me wonder what our child will look like.Later that night DH & I were

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109535594954075672005-01-04T11:59:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:26:02.183-07:00

But that is ok I did not expect to O, since I O'ed on left last month, can always hope though. Once again the Left ovary was hard to find, it was the same Dr as last month so he took the time to find it. He said there are follies on both side but the right ovary has bigger ones, It is quiet possible that your left tube can grab the follie from the right side so still bd you never know but we

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109535126025757082004-12-30T16:22:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:12:06.026-07:00

This was my 3rd IVIg.It went pretty fast 2hrs, the drip was going at a fast drip so my right arm was freezing I had to get a warm blanket just for my hand.The nurses are great there I was asking them what I need to do because this is the last IV til I become PG, they were not sure but all said they would keep me on file till I call and say im pg or when the Fertility Clinc calls them for an

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109534841705507432004-12-28T17:38:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:09:20.496-07:00

AF found me Christmas Day she was gentle on me this time. Christmas was a depressing day (not because of AF) It is hard when you have grown up celebrating Christmas then you marry someone who does not give a hoot about it, it sure ruins the holidays. His gifts are still under the tree he has not touched them. I had nothing under the tree (I know it is not about the gifts but in all honesty it is

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109534589444268982004-12-22T23:18:00.000-07:002005-02-27T13:03:09.446-07:00

AF is on her way my temps have dropped, another year gone..... FF has changed my O date twice now, guess I’m not the only one confused You know I was thinking the other day that the only months I have not been PG in are January & February I have been PG ever other month..... So lets hope one of those two months bring me luck

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109390045449573222004-12-21T11:41:00.000-07:002005-05-19T18:46:53.800-06:00

My Memory of William December 21 2004 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- For William Clement who was born silently at 6:50pm 1yr ago today My little oneFrom the first day I newI was pregnantWe were so filled with joy,our gift from God,our sweet, little boy.I tried to think of aNickname for youGem, dream, sprout & beanBut little one it

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109388237217120922004-12-18T23:26:00.000-07:002005-02-25T20:37:19.633-07:00

I am 8dpo & spot paid me a visit plus my temp rised could be implantation or not, can test in 3 or 4 days.

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109194927564018962004-12-13T11:08:00.000-07:002005-02-23T14:42:07.563-07:00

Yesterday, I just find it so hard to get in the sprit this year.As I was setting the tree up & putting the lights on my right breast started to leak, this does happen every now and then but it was happening a lot last night, maybe because I was thinking of William. I can not beleive another year has come & gone, we have no baby yet instead another loss.12days to go to Christmas .......

YAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08844513921645965999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10811570.post-1109194782924498812004-12-10T23:45:00.000-07:002005-02-23T14:39:42.926-07:00

Well Dh & I did BD last night, When I took the OPK this morning still two nice dark lines, my temp was still low & I am having major O pains on the left so I am Oing.I ask dh if he wanted to do the IUI, his response we did it last night & the clinic always said to wait a few days before IUI. Then I told him the nurse said to BD last night then if we still want to come in the morning we can, I am

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