Last night DH & I went to a x-mas dinner for the bank committee he is on. (Of course when we went last year we were pg) so as we sat down for dinner a girl asked "how’s your little one, must be running around now?" DH & I stop and looked at her, and then she asked again DH said "no" then she went on to say, "not crawling walking?" Then I said "no, no baby" then Dh said, "we lost him." The look on her face, oh man I had to keep it together so she would not feel worse, I just kept drinking my water.
She felt so bad she kept apologizing saying she did not know we kept saying "it's ok, you didn't know" needless to say it was a bit uncomfortable and quiet at the table for a few moments. We did make it thru the dinner & the night.
But it just does not stop, there will always be someone we run into that "did not know"
Makes my heart is heavy, the 21st is coming fast & I am not sure how I will be on that day, just thinking about it I have tears in my eyes. Gosh 1yr has gone so fast & my arms are still empty with another loss to add
- This Journal will be about TTC with infertility,
Highs lows just everything involved with our journey for our baby.
Discovered after 2nd loss that I Have Unicornuate Uterus Right ovary buy my ribs,
left behind uterus. Can only get pg from the left side.
^i^ 6weeks 8/24/00
^i^ 12weeks 6/7/01 ^i^
^i^ 9weeks 11/6/02, ectopic pg
^i^ William Clement was born to us silently on Dec 21, 2003(He was 19weeks)
^i^ on Aug 31/04 @ 10.5weeks Mini-we Baby Girl 
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Monday, December 06, 2004
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