I am so tired of some people coming to me asking questions about how to get pg... They say, "Since you are the expert" what the blazes... expert at what infertility???
Like today a girl at work asked be about getting pg and she to said "since you seem to know a lot about it" She wants to have another baby (she is a single mom (I have no problem with that) but it sounds like she just wants to go out there a lay with any guy to get pg) I just looked at her and said "You are already the one with the baby, why you asking me?" Then she went into it about her cycle.... I'm sorry but all I heard was blah blah blah... I was just not in the mood to hear this,KWIM... so I just looked at her and said sorry I don't know what is happening with your cycle... and left it at that.
This just reminds me of about 3 1/2yrs ago when I told a girl (because she kept bugging me about it) how to know when she was fertile every month (the stretchy CM) then bang she was pg, then I found out she only got pg to try and keep her BF, which did not work & she already had one child she did not spend much time with...... So I really think I am holding a grudge to those who want a baby they ask me how so I tell them then bang they are pg in the next 2 months as I still sit here in the dust... am I a little JELOUSE ya I think so... lol
- This Journal will be about TTC with infertility,
Highs lows just everything involved with our journey for our baby.
Discovered after 2nd loss that I Have Unicornuate Uterus Right ovary buy my ribs,
left behind uterus. Can only get pg from the left side.
^i^ 6weeks 8/24/00
^i^ 12weeks 6/7/01 ^i^
^i^ 9weeks 11/6/02, ectopic pg
^i^ William Clement was born to us silently on Dec 21, 2003(He was 19weeks)
^i^ on Aug 31/04 @ 10.5weeks Mini-we Baby Girl 
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Thursday, September 09, 2004
D&C today
I had the D&C today, We arrived at the Hosp "Womans Grace"
at about 12pm they got me into a bed right away. The nurses came and spoke with us then the two Dr came out to speak with us. They all said they were sorry for us after reading our history & were quiet impressed of the positive outlook DH & I have even the Chaplin when she came to speak with us, she said that she could see the support DH & I have for each other. She asked if we had faith... I just told her I am having issues with him right now, That I know I am not being punished but I do want to know why it has to keep happening. I told her right from the day DH & I were married we were being tested (our 1st loss was 2w later at 6w)....and you know what we are still here fighting it every step of the way!
They were all great very understanding & amazed at our determination to keep trying. I will say the D&C was not so bad they did put me to sleep I did not feel a thing, which is so much easier to deal with then the physical pain. And I slept all afternoon I have no cramps... I feel peaceful with it.
DH & I spoke of surrogacy again still an option plus we are still going to try again...
So now onto the wait for AF I hope she finds me sooner then later....
at about 12pm they got me into a bed right away. The nurses came and spoke with us then the two Dr came out to speak with us. They all said they were sorry for us after reading our history & were quiet impressed of the positive outlook DH & I have even the Chaplin when she came to speak with us, she said that she could see the support DH & I have for each other. She asked if we had faith... I just told her I am having issues with him right now, That I know I am not being punished but I do want to know why it has to keep happening. I told her right from the day DH & I were married we were being tested (our 1st loss was 2w later at 6w)....and you know what we are still here fighting it every step of the way!
They were all great very understanding & amazed at our determination to keep trying. I will say the D&C was not so bad they did put me to sleep I did not feel a thing, which is so much easier to deal with then the physical pain. And I slept all afternoon I have no cramps... I feel peaceful with it.
DH & I spoke of surrogacy again still an option plus we are still going to try again...
So now onto the wait for AF I hope she finds me sooner then later....
Friday, September 03, 2004
Mini-we has become a "Angel"
I guess he was too busy to answer this one prayer
Mini-we has become a ^i^ Angel
The u/s showed a perfect baby with arms, legs, spine & a nice sac but no heartbeat, our baby died not to long ago.... I just knew something was wrong, I just knew it..... I will follow my Intuition next time & there will be a next time.
They are trying to get me in for a D&C but the system here is just not right, I have to be bleeding lots in order to get one, How messed up is that (even the Dr says that is not right) We will be getting tests finally on this baby (they don't do them for every loss, because the won't & cost too much money for them to do it...It was abused years ago so they had to put a limit to it) So I took the week off from work because Dr think I may just m/c on my own next week. (I am not looking forward to the pain again)
http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/miniwe/
"Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
if only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away not too far
To where you are"
Author Unknown
Mini-we has become a ^i^ Angel
The u/s showed a perfect baby with arms, legs, spine & a nice sac but no heartbeat, our baby died not to long ago.... I just knew something was wrong, I just knew it..... I will follow my Intuition next time & there will be a next time.
They are trying to get me in for a D&C but the system here is just not right, I have to be bleeding lots in order to get one, How messed up is that (even the Dr says that is not right) We will be getting tests finally on this baby (they don't do them for every loss, because the won't & cost too much money for them to do it...It was abused years ago so they had to put a limit to it) So I took the week off from work because Dr think I may just m/c on my own next week. (I am not looking forward to the pain again)
http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/miniwe/
"Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
if only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away not too far
To where you are"
Author Unknown
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
a breif history ~ Infertility
Here is a brief intro:
Discovered after 2 loss that I Have a Unicornuate Uterus (left
side only) lost right non-commuting tube due to ectopic. Right
ovary up buy my ribs, left behind uterus. I can only get pg from
the left side.
^i^ @ 6weeks 8/24/00
^i^ @ 12weeks 6/7/01
^i^ @ 9weeks 11/6/02.. this one was an ep pg, baby was on my
appendix. (had major surgery to remove the baby with the
appendix also had metho shot to dissolve the placenta) had no
pains indicating that something was wrong till U/S.
Was on Clomid 50mg for 4 months then clomid 100mg & had an
IUI on August 24th 2003 which did the trick We Conceived.
Sadly to say
*Another Angel ^i^ was born to us*
William Clement A. was born to us silently on Dec 21, 2003
(He was 19weeks)
read about William in his Journal
Was put back on 100mg clomid in March 2004 & surprisingly
conceived again even tho I was told I ovulating on the wrong
side.
We gained a new ^i^ on Aug 31/04 @ 10.5weeks Had D&C on
Sept 8/04
"Mini-we's" journal
I wish we could have a baby but it looks as tho I only make ^i^'s
I still have the hope that it will happen one day. We are exploring
other options like Surrogacy
thanks for reading
Discovered after 2 loss that I Have a Unicornuate Uterus (left
side only) lost right non-commuting tube due to ectopic. Right
ovary up buy my ribs, left behind uterus. I can only get pg from
the left side.
^i^ @ 6weeks 8/24/00
^i^ @ 12weeks 6/7/01
^i^ @ 9weeks 11/6/02.. this one was an ep pg, baby was on my
appendix. (had major surgery to remove the baby with the
appendix also had metho shot to dissolve the placenta) had no
pains indicating that something was wrong till U/S.
Was on Clomid 50mg for 4 months then clomid 100mg & had an
IUI on August 24th 2003 which did the trick We Conceived.
Sadly to say
*Another Angel ^i^ was born to us*
William Clement A. was born to us silently on Dec 21, 2003
(He was 19weeks)
read about William in his Journal
Was put back on 100mg clomid in March 2004 & surprisingly
conceived again even tho I was told I ovulating on the wrong
side.
We gained a new ^i^ on Aug 31/04 @ 10.5weeks Had D&C on
Sept 8/04
"Mini-we's" journal
I wish we could have a baby but it looks as tho I only make ^i^'s
I still have the hope that it will happen one day. We are exploring
other options like Surrogacy
thanks for reading
