I have gone from checking my temperature every morning hoping to catch O then obsess till AF comes and if she comes I start all over again next month....and so on ..... and so on..... until you get that

I now obsess over every little twitch, check the TP (toilet paper) for "spot" afraid of another m/c (miscarriage) to scared to fantasies about the future a feeling of this being to good to be true yet hoping and praying that this one is it.
Your brain, well mine does MESS with me!
But today I a PREGNANT!